Thursday, July 14, 2011

You thought it was because I loved her more.
What I don't say is it was because I have greater expectations for you.

Year 2011

I never thought I would be back, but here I am.
Yesterday I finally found out that I was always most comfortable around you.
You were the one that I could always count on.
But it maybe too late now.
Too late for words, too late for regrets.

But I still do hate the way you get jealous over how I treat my friends.
I have different ways of loving.
And the way you get angry over it every single time is starting to push me away.
It is tearing us apart.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


I think if I counted all the push-ups that I did from this year to after A divs, it would probably add up to about 100,000.
No this is not a joke.
I'm going to get scarily muscular arms, fear me.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

"Do you know how sometimes - when you are riding your bike and you start skidding across sand, or when you miss a step and start tumbling down the stairs - you have those long, long seconds to know that you are going to be hurt, and badly?"
I knew that tonight was going to be different once I asked about her, but I couldnt help it, I just couldnt let it go.

I can't wait to leave for Australia, I feel trapped and aimless in Singapore. I just want to be free, you know.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

My love, look at how close we are instead of how far.

Monday, November 16, 2009

I've finally found the friends that I've always dreamt of having.
I should tell you all the wonderful things they have done.
But instead I will keep it close to my heart.
I need not boast about those friends I have.
I just hope that everyone will someday find friends like these.
J, K, R
You do not know how glad I am to have got you all.

We might as well be strangers

I cannot help but not be myself when I am around you and her.
We are so different alone and in a crowd.
Which is the real us then?
I cannot and will not tell you to forget her.
Because the way you look at her is exactly the way I look at you.
&& if someone were to tell me to forget you, I would tell them, not a chance.

As muuch as I hate to admit, you both actually do look good together.